So let me get this straight...

Litost is not a word I know.

Listening to one talk melodically about the magnetism between two people; Hearing one list the endless ways they could fall in love again and again; Listening to one be so completely sure that merely a cup of coffee with a side of conversation could become a lifestyle that could never bore; Listening to one believe this, nay, know this with the purest of their heart,


Humbles Me

Of echos and Age.

I think of anyone, musicians have a past life; channeling each memory to echo in their melodies

Let me be your melody.

As youth sings, there are endless dreams of wild opportunities open an allowing, but when time takes it's turn, what becomes of the motivation to sing, to move another human? I'd like to think it would purely become soul; love for the freedom and peace for the being. Just to be immersed.

When my heart has fallen
I will submit to the folly of the hour
When he took my hand,
And danced with my soul
For my body is lost
And somehow he understands

That I could just die tonight
And have no fear of running,
Or losing myself
So please come bury me
In your radiant compassion,
That you hold on tight

I am no longer muerto de corazon

Waiting for his title.

when one gives into the contrary thought-that things are impossible- thats when they lose it, and are apt to break, and abandon the reality of the big picture, that life goes on and does get better, more than better, amazing


Why does it seem impossible for you to believe that this isn't it, this is not all you get. The world is out there, beyond the barriers you have created in the hopes that she will love you. If she cannot understand, nay, if anyone cannot grasp the fact that you are this incredible being, that is silent, yet so moving in his ways and his soul, then they have missed out on an oppertunity of the most sublime.
You are astounding. You are You. I cannot imagine a world to be happy without that.

"Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow

back and soften and purify the heart...."
Washington Irving.

Only again

This.is.ridiculous.

the way you assume that I don't care for you

the way you rest your eyes upon my words, making my want more

the way you go on ruefully about the lasses you had for a night

I could argue with you countlessly,

But right now, no.

I'd rather be by you, to amuse my heart

For now, 

I.am.defeated.

Coccaine

Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds? 
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition? 
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know 
That it alone does not equate wisdom? 
Do you see everything as an illusion? 
But enjoy it even though you are not of it? 
Are you both masculine and feminine? politically aware? 
And don't believe in capital punishment? 

These are 21 things that I want in a lover 
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer 

Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that 
Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny? 
la self-deprecating? like adventure? and have many formed opinions?

These are 21 things that I want in a lover 
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer 
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter 
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover 

I'm in no hurry I could wait forever 
I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo 
There are no worries and certainly no pressure in the meantime 
I'll live like there's no tomorrow 

Are you uninhibited in bed? more than three times a week? 
Up for being experimental? are you athletic? 
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? are you not addicted?
...curious and communicative...

-alanis morissette

Naked.

See me in all my vulnerabilities. Please, wash away all the covers I hide behind. I welcome you, I trust you for this moment, if you just let me be me, naked and whole. Tonight I give you my hand...

O the outrageous.

Alright scratch that. 

No sympathy needed.

Stop being so naive.

Smile. 

I don't want to be the girl.

I could just hear you. I came so close to listening to your words, so close but not quite. I decided against myself, against my former self that is. The one who would let you in, forgetting all I've learned over the years. But no. Times have changed. My sun is so much brighter now, and care free. I feel that I've finally discovered how to live for me, to find joy and love in the small moments, finding emotions to be my friend and not my enemy. I am no longer chained to you, but I am still shaken by your presence, Oh how i loved you. I did. I've accepted it, I no longer deny the truth; I Was Undyingly Yours. 

But here is my new season. I know things will be okay.