Singin in the Acid Rain

Hey i gots some new lyrics, so ya I'm posting this for Feed Back so, FEEEEEEED! and criticism is encouraged :) plus like order the verses if ya want I'm not sure how too arrange them, thnx


Boy meets girl and romance is high
Days pass, Weeks pass, months pass for you
Always in Euphoria, the love has come so fast
It feels its going to last, you swear its going to last

(chorus) there goes that boy, walking around
there goes that girl, she never saw it coming

Boy you assured in her mind, you would stay
But as time went by, you ran away
With words so true how could you do
This to her, she only wanted to love you

All the words you said so sweetly
Did you ever mean them really?
Girl you don't know what to do, whether to love or forget
The choice wont be easy, but you need one clearly

The beautiful ways you'd walk together
I thought it would last forever
Beautiful souls, don't lose your hope
May memories not be last of you both

(bridge, but ending)
You reach out into each other souls
And remind of the passions that once stirred in you
But now it is over
But is it really over?
It might not be over
If you say you love me
Oh say that you love me
Just one more time hold me
Just say that you love me
Just one more time
Say that you love me...

Holy Monkeys Vacation!

Whoa..yeah...very busy but wow with crappyness comes super bonding yayaz

Monday...Oy Vey mostly but wow hanging with Shan-an-an muy divertido, consisting of mucho venting, Lots o' Reesys (honestly the only way to mend a girls heart) Then some more venting. Then the Sims2 for like hours and hours and I'm for hours oy very stressful, but insightful, then the Sims again the next day with the lovely character Pineapple ;)

Tuesday...Gmas hizzle and my lovely addiction to myspace kicking in

Wednesday...To mi padres. A day full of talking talking talking talking the grudge 2( i can honestly say the worst movie ever, like the same plot as the first but less interesting so like Vanilla Ice covering his own song but in a hardcore metal style) talking talking talking Lily Allen (holy moly that chica is amazing very Girl Power (chk "not big" ) and talking talking. Then Yippee off to J-wickaty-wise's for the Ultimate Showdown: Star wars the first of the originals good shtuff, and wow....hearing Princes Leah being recited as a dude....priceless

Thursday...Well i got to hang with me other chica homey Caroline and the day took off with an unexpected change of plans, but never the less entertaining and cold. Tubing turned into Hard Core snow ball fight and CTF. A wonderful game of running while us musicians stay behind and rest. And oo lala warmness and tea and long amounts of talking on the stairs and mmmmm smelly pretty lotion, gotta love it! Then a very long night of more talking but it was very useful for moi and gave me a closer connection to la chica

Friday...Wake up And Cracker Barrel yumm yummm and wasting the day away with shopping and long random talks of all. very very awesome. And as soon as i get home, 10 min to shower and pack, then off to vocal lessons for a half hour, then off to Jamie's for el sleepover con las muchas chicas, wow like 2/3 hours of gossiping about American idol, Greys Anatomy (both in which i had no clue what they were talking about) Cute actors, old shows when we were wee tykes, and Of course school gossiping, wow very confusing it was. Then yippee a movie and Cranium, the greatest game i must say, but it needs to come with the warning "May cause over excitement in the case of a correct answer, that may lead to punching the ceiling" but it was all good

SaTERDay...early wake up call around 7oo (when i had went to bed around 1ooam) to coffee, mmm the joys of coffee. Arrive at the church an hour later, and travel to Smuels caffe to volunteer clean. and o Boy did we underestimate the coldness, burrrrrrr is all i can say. So mi and las chicas traveled to Price chopper to warm up, oo goody, so we were warm, though unfortunately for the chicos, they were left behind to freeze, o sad sad, ahh well there was hot chocolate, nothing better in the world

lastly Sunday...not much, other than Church, church, talking, venting for the millionth time and this BLOG oo this blog

Overall this vacation has brought sadness, heartbreak, doubting but also closer relationships, insight, a better bond with my friends, a closer relationship with God and learning ****love ya all who was with me this week, it helped more than you know****


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C.O.E.X.I.S.T.

Religious differences...

Equality....

RELIGION: commitment or devotion to religious faith or observance; a cause, principle, or system of beliefs held to with ardor and faith (Websters dictionary)

There are so many different religions out there, and so many different belief systems, values, morals, and priorities. You have Christianity, Wicca, Hinduism, Taoism, Judaism, atheist and so many more that I'm sure i haven't heard of. We may all disagree with some aspects or many aspects of each others faiths, but does that mean that we have the right to demean them?

I will respect your beliefs regardless of whether i believe them or not, and in return i would hope you could respect mine. Yes i would prefer you agree and follow my God, but if you don't agree, or feel it doesn't fit with your life, that's OK, I'm not going to shove it in your face, but don't go ahead and bash my place of worship, my God or how i praise my God.

If you find something in life that you feel dedicated to and that makes you genuinely happy, something that gives you a clear vision on life, and something to positively guide you on your journey, than i am happy for you. Cause really thats all that matters, finding the right path for you.

I whole heartily respect you if you are firm in your believes and you stick to what you say. I respect you if you are truly into your belief and are dedicated to it, and are involved. I just CANT stand it when people are wishy-washy on their faith, and just worship or go to their place of worship on certain holidays, or Sabbaths or whichever you may call them. And I'm not saying i don't like you because you are learning about many religions (and FYI when i say religions i mean atheist to, its a religion considering you believe in no God and practice that belief everyday) I encourage you to expand your view of religions. And I'm not bashing you if you aren't sure what you believe in, cause that's OK, everyone was once unsure. I'm just saying stick to what you say. Don't talk the talk and not walk the walk.

And here's something i don't get and it kinda got me mad. I am very very happy for you if you have found a church that is meaningful for you and you can worship with everything you have there comfortably, but that doesn't give you the right to bash my church, and it doesn't really make sense anyways why you- considering we're of the same religion and beliefs and God and savior- would disregard my church, shouldn't you be Happy for me too? i mean we agree on the main aspects of religion, how can you insult someplace else where they are trying to spread the same beliefs that you have, just because they educate in a different way, doesn't mean its wrong.

Well i guess that's pretty much my shpeel, but mostly what i guess I'm trying to say is, just because you may have different names for your God or Gods, or Goddesses or no God, doesn't mean that you should bash others who believe in life differently with crude words and judgement. Have tolerance for other religions, even if you may not agree with them, have respect for them regardless.


LET US COEXIST

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Poem...

...a lil bit of an older poem like a week or so ago, and oo lala subliminal messages, feedback?

Day after day i stand by you
Over and over you linger through my mind
Never will i stop caring
Though i'm afraid the same isn't true for you
For now i am in euphoria
Other days i'm in despondency
Ripped apart, completely in sorrow
Grieving over what i have yet to lose
Everlasting, i thought we would be
Though as time keeps passing
More and more it feels your running from me
Everlasting, i hope we will be
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Is this the Ultimatum

The Problem
-What is going on? Why is everything different? I can sense it but your not telling me. I sit next to you but there is a wall, there is something in the way of everything, a cold boundry is set between us, and I don't know why...but soon enough the answer...Seperate

But why?
-What did I do wrong? What did I say? What didn't I say? Where did I make my mistakes? Could I have supported you more? Should I have listened better? Should I have givin you space? Did I ever make you happy? These thought just float around in my mind, I know this shows my lack of selfesteem, but don't these things bring out the best in us.

My directions: Cry, Breathe, Repeat.
-This is the first step, my intitial reaction to the shock. But with talking, or at least whatever breath I could stablize to make any sense, I vent. The only thing I can do, painful and hard but still I do. Then the talk. A very helpful one to remind me life is good, and its not my fault. And lastly and the best. THE POWER OF PRAYER. I really think people underestamate this, but once I prayed with the ones around me, those to help me, I could start to relax, feel better and feel no sympathy for myself, but the realization of my surroundings.

W a k e u p
-Its not about me. Its about how I can help others and encourage those in need to be better. There are people that don't realize how special they are to an abundace of others. There are people that don't realize they have an amazing personality, that they are wonderfully unique and looked up to. There are people that don't realize that they are loved not only by the people around them, but by the best of all by God. I don't think they realize that no matter what pain they have been through or caused, or what wrong acts they have commited, they are ALWAYS forgivin by God and he doesn't see them as a horrible sinner but an equal to all men, He sees them as a CREATIVE GENIUS, A Beautiful and important aspect to his plans.

I really hope that these people realize that, even those in mankind can also FORGIVE them for whatever they have done, that they still love them with everything they have that they would sacrfice their own feelings for the other persons.



---I hope you know that I would for you---


Thank you for those who have listened to my shpeel recently and for consoling me and for your prayers, but don't pray for me, pray for those people who don't feel love and forgivness***


You are in my prayers
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