On and Off, I return.

I think forever I'll be waiting for the call back in your arms. No matter how many transfusions I undergo, you will plague me, running through my veins until I can break out or break up. You are my poison, despite the years that have remedied the distance between us, how many other hearts I linger to, I can hear yours loud and clear, truly, I'm addicted, I will never be healthy again. And although this would seem to scare me, it brings a smile to my face, to know that I can love without being loved.

Somehow you know me, while I'll spend my life wondering who you could possibly be, for I have only seen a glimpse of the perfection, but I am satisfied with that. Blind me to the flaws and mistaken lifestyles, I've decided ignorance is bliss.

Because I love...

his imagination

There comes the time
when 'i love you' will
seem so insignificant
that my silence will
blow you away

In the words of & 'she absolutely defied his imagination'

I see you lying next to me.

What if I go back to everything I have ever written, all inspired by some sense of love, and forget the original influence of the flesh and replace it with something more pure. What if I make all of it a devotional of a sort, calling out my love to You, the almighty.


It's kind of nice...

in moderation.

"I know is been years...but do you think of me at all?"

"No"

"Oh"

(constantly)

...Keep your eyes open to hold back the tears.




Too many times as I am drifting to sleep with an ever straining effort, my thoughts wonder to you. I tell them "stop it, go away, and sleep" but they disobey. This causes me to wonder why they are so persistent, and I've reached a conclusion: You are thinking of me too.

Yes! Google search can find you the scripture on the tip of your tongue. ei;

So confess your sins to one another
and pray for one another so that
you may be healed. The prayer of
a righteous person has great effectiveness
(James 5:16)

Now go and be fishers of men.

For as the body is one and has many members, but all
the members of that one body being many are one body.
For in fact the body is not one member but many.
If a member suffers all members suffer with it
Now you are the body of Christ and members individually.
(Corinthians 12)

Whether you like it or not, we are in this together. Whether you accept it or not, we are one. We are connected by the unfailing love of Christ, and not even a lifetime of denial will change the truth of that. We are the body of Christ, and we need each other. Take it or leave it, this is our life.