Isn't it ironic? Don't you think?

Yes. I do.
I find it sort of funny that the same person
who makes you feel like you can accomplish anything
who allows you to be wholly yourself
who builds you up, makes you feel so alive,
can also be the one
who knocks you down, on your face, leaving you there to dwell
on themsitakes you've made or convince yourself you've made
the same wodnerful touch can be the one to dismantle your entire confidnce

But that is when i ahve to turn away, and learn that they can't hurt me if i dont let them, which has bene my trouble. But i think i'm learning, and during this learning, i am ammending who i am
trusting in a more reliable being, that will never turn on me.

Even though i know this all to be too true, its amazing hte amounts of time i stumble repeatingly and never manage to catch myself until i hit the floor. But maybe this time its differnt. Maybe this time i can stand tall, keep on walking, without the attatchment of a false happiness.

to Be alive
to Be stronger
to Be free
to Be exactly who im supposed to be


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